7 used to be my lucky number, but 7 months without you stings just as much as the rest...
7 months of:
1 - an emotional rollercoaster ride for our girls and I (sounds cliche, but SO true!)
2 - not having you tuck me in or hold me
3 - trying with whatever strength I have to be mama AND papa...and aparantly doing a horrible job at it
4 - not hearing your voice or seeing your fine face
5 - trying to figure out how to live without you
6 - "firsts"...both random ones and significant ones like milestone b'days and holidays
7 - Thanking God for having you in our lives and for sustaining us every minute of every day!
(I could go on and on...but I'll leave it at that!)
Happy 7 month Heavenly b'day sweetheart. Yes, I painfully miss you...but knowing your up in Heaven watching over us and that we will reunite again continues to keep me keepin on. 1434
Here's my letter to you, Mark Matthew Aragon. The LOVE of my life, and Papa to our girls, who's Heavenly birthday is 11/04/2010. There's so much I want to say and if Heaven had a phone, I'd call. Missing & loving you more everyday, Lei
